martell times <3

me and steph in tiny tiny pyjamas walking in heels down to the martell

it took a frigin long time

then we kind of got cold feet

cos there was no queue there, then brett and that came down

they didnt get in hahaha

so we went up to rialtos with them

brett carried me all the way cos my feet hurt

then we spent an hour or so sitting in there listening to the shitey music

one vodka and orange! that was all we drank that night

then when it closed at like one :o

we met sarah and graham in the taxi and went to the martell

got in no bother :D:D

and danced the night away

such a good time, dancing with chris and mark and smack :L

hahaha and getting a guys monster slippers while he wore my heels

and dancing with a very hot welder ;)

cheeky wee pull much ahhaa

then got a taxi with steph, smack and wee chris at about 3

then straight into bed with stephyyy :D

BORED

i'm so bored of this life

i'm bored of the place i'm in

i'm bored of the people and wasters around me

i'm bored of school

i want to get away from here

i can't wait till art college

i hope to hell that i get in, because i refuse to stay here any longer than necessary

and do you know what

i'm bored of this stupid drama

i love you

and it's not fair

because you aren't right for me

you are going out with a fat greasy haired munter

you are cheating on her

you tell me you love me then go back to her

and try rub it in my face

i'm sick of it

i'm so bored of everything else that i'm now bored of you

carry on fucking her, fucking lassies at the martell, this robyn lassie

whoever you like

i don't care

yes i wanted you back, i gave up a relationship

because i still have ridiculously strong feelings for you

but i need to take a dose of my own medicine

i refuse to be a hypocrite any more

telling steph wanting to be with michael is wrong

when i wanted me and you to be together

what we had was amazing at the time

but you're never getting that back

and i hate you for everything you've done to me

and most of all i hate that i love you