Saturday, 26 September 2009


best weekend ever!!
and theres still two more days of it
on thursday it was Bright Young Night's single launch for Todd Copper
which i actually love btw!!
download it, download it, download it!!
darren martin has an amazing voice
the night was really good, even though we lost michelle, alex and fiona before we even got there
they stopped for a fag *sighs*
and it's nice inside The Basement as well
the first band that played were shiteeeeeeee
but me and steph stayed and watched them to be polite
then the lead singer was like "this is probably the most appropriate song of the night, it's called jailbate"
so we were like FINEEE
and went and sat up by the bar
the second band were pretty good, the girl had a nice voice, but they were pretty under rehearsed
then Michael's band came on and me, Steph, Conor and Liam were right at the front haha
they're really goood
even with michael's trousers that didnt fit him :P
Friday night was TOMMY REILLY!!!
me and steph were pretty late for it, but it just meant we missed the support which i really didn't mind at all
so amazing, and when he introduced Jackets he said "this is a song about outdoor clothing" and Gimme a Call as "a song about the ABC"
such a good vibe when he played both of them
because just about everyone in there knew the words and sang at the top of their voices
and Tommy was so happy, he kept thanking everyone for coming, and saying how amazing it all was
AND he said that it was the best gig he'd ever played, better than T IN THE PARK!!!!!!!!!!!!
i wish hannah had been able to get tickets for it
as soon as we got out went for irn bru and chips
could not have been a better night unless hannah had been with us

Tuesday, 22 September 2009

ma wee girlfriend aww

Steven McMahon is a massive ghey haha
but he's total loverly and i cannot stay mad at him
and yeah i did have slight doubts
but today he just got rid of them all for me hahahaha
with one line
now that's talent haha, well that or he's just very smooth
steph and i spent the day quizzing david,
he got so uncomfotable and awkward
ah well serves him right :P
Tommy Reilly on Friday
can't wait hahahaha
me and Steph :)
then hopefully when i get a job i can start saving ready for Benicassim
this summer, MGMT better play btw
seeing Adventureland with Seonaid tomorrow after school
and ima hand out CVs down the retail park as we walk towards the cinema haha
seriously, i need a job so badly
i have so little money, and there's benicassim, and like you know CLOTHES i want to buy :P
i love them hahahahah
blue rocketdog ones with owls on them
so cayooots
but yeah, better leave yous
must do this english homework :o
or else Mrs Craig will pimp slap me and Demi will not be pleased if i miss another class haha

lack of blogging much

jesus christ haven't blogged in ages
but so much has happened
so i think i shall
well maybe haha, when i remember

Thursday, 3 September 2009


Steph's gonna be 17 on sunday whoop whoop
cake disaster hahaha
dont ever bet someone to eat 2/3 of a cake for £3
it ends badly :P
anyhoos, yaaaayyy even though she's whipped!
party for steph sunday, plus i've coaxed david and seonaid into it too
anyways i'm making no sense
sooooo fucking happy!!!!!
i got put in for English this year
and that means i'm going to MOTHER TRUCKIN' ART SCHOOL!!!!!! (hopefully)
in less than a year i will be out of this hell hole and into a new one
but i'll own it!!!!
i actually can't wait
my own flat to fuck up
i'll never survive on my own but stilll, PARTYSSSSSS!!!!
getting my passport sorted tooo
and BENICASSIM in the summer
what better way to say goodbye to all your friends than for everyone to go to Spain for a festival
it is going to be amazingggggg
ooooh you me at six next weekend and tommy reilly the 25th for stephs birthday present
but yeah my life actually has a path to it now
and believe me nothing is going to throw me off it this time
right i'll stop with all my excitement
awwwwwww i'm actually ecstatic likes!!
and Steven makes me lol so much likes
he's an actual douche and listens to some pish
but he's actually great! wee piece a man candy hahahah
Seonaid told me when she was in glasgow there was the usual bagpipe player near the train station
but he was playing Party All The Time by Sharam
and there was an Iranian man dancing next to him
i actually thought it was brilliant and got out my headphones
as i'm so cool i have it :P
so seonaid and i listened to so
"my girl wants to party all the time, party all the time, party all the time!!"
it made me sooooooooooo happpy!!

Tuesday, 1 September 2009

sigh of relief much

today was terribleand i'm not going to moan about it
i was annoyed that silly things about my past relationship came out
little things i'd forgotten about till now
well i say little but apparently they weren't
so anyway, i was livid then upset then just didn't care.
then i remembered when me and stephanie made up
and we basically just put all the shit behind us
steph told me today that the reason i can't hold down a relationship is because i still care about him
and i can't be happy with it all cos i haven't moved on
yeah it is a horrible thing that happened to me
but i need to forget, it doesn't matter if i forgive, aslong as i forget and move on and get on with my life instead of being so angry and hatefilled all the time
so i came home, and as soon as i came on msn
a pop-up told me that samantha signed in
and i clicked on it and said
"hey. i know you have every reason to be annoyed at me, i've been a complete bitch to you. you don't even have to reply to this. i just want to say i'm sorry. i don't expect us to be friends. but i'd like to clear the air. i don't want any more pent up anger because of wilson."
then we talked things through a bit
and we both agree that it's not worth all the bitching and argueing
and that heavy feeling in the pit of my stomach is gone
everything feels a whole lot better now
and tbh i can forgive her, i've just been bringing it up in every argument because that is the only thing i have to clutch onto, the terrible thing he did. the only way i can win an argument
but i don't need to
i don't need to have these silly arguments over and over
i need to move on with my life
and so do you steven
find someone that makes you happy
we can be friends and maybe sometime in the future, when we have both grown up a lot, after art college and uni perhaps, when we are different people and we've had enough time apart to sort out the rest of our lives, to experience life to the full, when everyone isn't against us, we could try again
but for now, everyone knows we aren't right together
and tbh you know it too and so do i
so lets just make it stop. we are friends
i'll always have that wierd feeling towards anyone your with
but i'm not the only person in the world who feels like that way about someone
i'm nothing special, everything that has happened to me has happened to many other people before me
so this is me, clearing the air, and letting go of it all
so i can move on