Wednesday, 23 December 2009

Monday, 30 November 2009

martell times <3

me and steph in tiny tiny pyjamas walking in heels down to the martell
it took a frigin long time
then we kind of got cold feet
cos there was no queue there, then brett and that came down
they didnt get in hahaha
so we went up to rialtos with them
brett carried me all the way cos my feet hurt
then we spent an hour or so sitting in there listening to the shitey music
one vodka and orange! that was all we drank that night
then when it closed at like one :o
we met sarah and graham in the taxi and went to the martell
got in no bother :D:D
and danced the night away
such a good time, dancing with chris and mark and smack :L
hahaha and getting a guys monster slippers while he wore my heels
and dancing with a very hot welder ;)
cheeky wee pull much ahhaa
then got a taxi with steph, smack and wee chris at about 3
then straight into bed with stephyyy :D

Wednesday, 18 November 2009


i'm so bored of this life
i'm bored of the place i'm in
i'm bored of the people and wasters around me
i'm bored of school
i want to get away from here
i can't wait till art college
i hope to hell that i get in, because i refuse to stay here any longer than necessary

and do you know what
i'm bored of this stupid drama
i love you
and it's not fair
because you aren't right for me
you are going out with a fat greasy haired munter
you are cheating on her
you tell me you love me then go back to her
and try rub it in my face
i'm sick of it
i'm so bored of everything else that i'm now bored of you
carry on fucking her, fucking lassies at the martell, this robyn lassie
whoever you like
i don't care

yes i wanted you back, i gave up a relationship
because i still have ridiculously strong feelings for you
but i need to take a dose of my own medicine
i refuse to be a hypocrite any more
telling steph wanting to be with michael is wrong
when i wanted me and you to be together
what we had was amazing at the time
but you're never getting that back
and i hate you for everything you've done to me

and most of all i hate that i love you

Monday, 12 October 2009

my bestfriend

Seonaid says:
*i have a plaster on it
*its all good
you're such a sucker for a sweet talker says:
*is it a barbie princess one?
Seonaid says:
*no :(
*i wish
you're such a sucker for a sweet talker says:
*i think my dad bought me new monster ones :P
Seonaid says:
you're such a sucker for a sweet talker says:
*i know
Seonaid says:
*i have boring clear ones
*or "skin" coloured ones
you're such a sucker for a sweet talker says:
*they are the uncoolest
Seonaid says:
*i want cool ones
you're such a sucker for a sweet talker says:
*ill lend you a monster one
*i of course want it returned after use
*theyre too good
Seonaid says:
*of course
you're such a sucker for a sweet talker says:
*seonaid im worried about us
Seonaid says:
*what, that we're too cool
you're such a sucker for a sweet talker says:
Seonaid says:

Saturday, 26 September 2009


best weekend ever!!
and theres still two more days of it
on thursday it was Bright Young Night's single launch for Todd Copper
which i actually love btw!!
download it, download it, download it!!
darren martin has an amazing voice
the night was really good, even though we lost michelle, alex and fiona before we even got there
they stopped for a fag *sighs*
and it's nice inside The Basement as well
the first band that played were shiteeeeeeee
but me and steph stayed and watched them to be polite
then the lead singer was like "this is probably the most appropriate song of the night, it's called jailbate"
so we were like FINEEE
and went and sat up by the bar
the second band were pretty good, the girl had a nice voice, but they were pretty under rehearsed
then Michael's band came on and me, Steph, Conor and Liam were right at the front haha
they're really goood
even with michael's trousers that didnt fit him :P
Friday night was TOMMY REILLY!!!
me and steph were pretty late for it, but it just meant we missed the support which i really didn't mind at all
so amazing, and when he introduced Jackets he said "this is a song about outdoor clothing" and Gimme a Call as "a song about the ABC"
such a good vibe when he played both of them
because just about everyone in there knew the words and sang at the top of their voices
and Tommy was so happy, he kept thanking everyone for coming, and saying how amazing it all was
AND he said that it was the best gig he'd ever played, better than T IN THE PARK!!!!!!!!!!!!
i wish hannah had been able to get tickets for it
as soon as we got out went for irn bru and chips
could not have been a better night unless hannah had been with us

Tuesday, 22 September 2009

ma wee girlfriend aww

Steven McMahon is a massive ghey haha
but he's total loverly and i cannot stay mad at him
and yeah i did have slight doubts
but today he just got rid of them all for me hahahaha
with one line
now that's talent haha, well that or he's just very smooth
steph and i spent the day quizzing david,
he got so uncomfotable and awkward
ah well serves him right :P
Tommy Reilly on Friday
can't wait hahahaha
me and Steph :)
then hopefully when i get a job i can start saving ready for Benicassim
this summer, MGMT better play btw
seeing Adventureland with Seonaid tomorrow after school
and ima hand out CVs down the retail park as we walk towards the cinema haha
seriously, i need a job so badly
i have so little money, and there's benicassim, and like you know CLOTHES i want to buy :P
i love them hahahahah
blue rocketdog ones with owls on them
so cayooots
but yeah, better leave yous
must do this english homework :o
or else Mrs Craig will pimp slap me and Demi will not be pleased if i miss another class haha

lack of blogging much

jesus christ haven't blogged in ages
but so much has happened
so i think i shall
well maybe haha, when i remember

Thursday, 3 September 2009


Steph's gonna be 17 on sunday whoop whoop
cake disaster hahaha
dont ever bet someone to eat 2/3 of a cake for £3
it ends badly :P
anyhoos, yaaaayyy even though she's whipped!
party for steph sunday, plus i've coaxed david and seonaid into it too
anyways i'm making no sense
sooooo fucking happy!!!!!
i got put in for English this year
and that means i'm going to MOTHER TRUCKIN' ART SCHOOL!!!!!! (hopefully)
in less than a year i will be out of this hell hole and into a new one
but i'll own it!!!!
i actually can't wait
my own flat to fuck up
i'll never survive on my own but stilll, PARTYSSSSSS!!!!
getting my passport sorted tooo
and BENICASSIM in the summer
what better way to say goodbye to all your friends than for everyone to go to Spain for a festival
it is going to be amazingggggg
ooooh you me at six next weekend and tommy reilly the 25th for stephs birthday present
but yeah my life actually has a path to it now
and believe me nothing is going to throw me off it this time
right i'll stop with all my excitement
awwwwwww i'm actually ecstatic likes!!
and Steven makes me lol so much likes
he's an actual douche and listens to some pish
but he's actually great! wee piece a man candy hahahah
Seonaid told me when she was in glasgow there was the usual bagpipe player near the train station
but he was playing Party All The Time by Sharam
and there was an Iranian man dancing next to him
i actually thought it was brilliant and got out my headphones
as i'm so cool i have it :P
so seonaid and i listened to so
"my girl wants to party all the time, party all the time, party all the time!!"
it made me sooooooooooo happpy!!

Tuesday, 1 September 2009

sigh of relief much

today was terribleand i'm not going to moan about it
i was annoyed that silly things about my past relationship came out
little things i'd forgotten about till now
well i say little but apparently they weren't
so anyway, i was livid then upset then just didn't care.
then i remembered when me and stephanie made up
and we basically just put all the shit behind us
steph told me today that the reason i can't hold down a relationship is because i still care about him
and i can't be happy with it all cos i haven't moved on
yeah it is a horrible thing that happened to me
but i need to forget, it doesn't matter if i forgive, aslong as i forget and move on and get on with my life instead of being so angry and hatefilled all the time
so i came home, and as soon as i came on msn
a pop-up told me that samantha signed in
and i clicked on it and said
"hey. i know you have every reason to be annoyed at me, i've been a complete bitch to you. you don't even have to reply to this. i just want to say i'm sorry. i don't expect us to be friends. but i'd like to clear the air. i don't want any more pent up anger because of wilson."
then we talked things through a bit
and we both agree that it's not worth all the bitching and argueing
and that heavy feeling in the pit of my stomach is gone
everything feels a whole lot better now
and tbh i can forgive her, i've just been bringing it up in every argument because that is the only thing i have to clutch onto, the terrible thing he did. the only way i can win an argument
but i don't need to
i don't need to have these silly arguments over and over
i need to move on with my life
and so do you steven
find someone that makes you happy
we can be friends and maybe sometime in the future, when we have both grown up a lot, after art college and uni perhaps, when we are different people and we've had enough time apart to sort out the rest of our lives, to experience life to the full, when everyone isn't against us, we could try again
but for now, everyone knows we aren't right together
and tbh you know it too and so do i
so lets just make it stop. we are friends
i'll always have that wierd feeling towards anyone your with
but i'm not the only person in the world who feels like that way about someone
i'm nothing special, everything that has happened to me has happened to many other people before me
so this is me, clearing the air, and letting go of it all
so i can move on

Wednesday, 26 August 2009

fudge you

i really can't be bothered with anything right now
but hey ho, thought i'd blog...
haha just remembered what dean said about my blogs haha
happy blog, happy blog, happy blog, period!! happy blog, happy blog, happy blog, period!
how lovely
anyway, how can something be inconclusive
it's either going to be okay or it's not
stupid doctors. so yeah back for more tests in september
jesus christs, i needs my mammy
also fuck it with relationships, i've done my little 'i want a relationship' stage
but it's really done no fucking goood
so i'm going back to the summer :P
i really don't care if you think that makes me a slag
cos i really just want to have fun and keep my mind off hospitals
why is everything followed by drama
i know i love the drama :P but i just want a break from it
omg can't wait.. me and steph in Spain hahaha living it up :P
plans for this month :o
i need to party this weekend, anywhereeeeeeeeeeee
next weekend is Steph's birthday :) most likely at andy's
weekend after that is youmeatsix with david, jack and steph
then two weeks after is Tommy Reilly :D with steph and hannah
i needs to dye my hair soonish
and i've applied for a job so i can save up for Benicassim
i neeeed to meet some new people
well by new people i mean guys :P
eurgh how someone can put so much effort in to talking to you
then suddenly one day nothing, ignorez vous??
ah well, fudge you. there's plenty of other folk in this world
132 followers on dailybooth, kinda proves i'm not the fugliest out of the bunch

Sunday, 23 August 2009


i change my mind
i posted a song that i said was like me
but i think this one is much more appropriate
I listened in,
Yes, I'm guilty of this, you should know this.
I broke down and wrote you back,
Before you had a chance to.
Forget forgotten, I am moving past this,
Giving notice.
I have to go,
Yes, I know that feeling, know you're leaving.
Calm down, I'm calling you to say,
I'm capsized, erring on the edge of safe.
Calm down, I'm calling back to say,
I'm home now and coming around, coming around.
Nobody likes to,
But I really like to cry.
Nobody likes me,
Maybe if I cry.
Spelled out your name and list the reasons.
Faint of heart, don't call me back.
I imagine you and I was distant, not insistent.
I followed suit and laid out on my back,
Imagine that.
A million hours left to think of you and think of that.
Calm down, I'm calling you to say,
I'm capsized, erring on the edge of safe.
Calm down, I'm calling back to say,
I'm home now and coming around, coming around.
Nobody likes to,
But I really like to cry.
Nobody likes me,
Maybe if I cry.
Encircle me,
I need to be taken down.
Encircle me,
I need to be taken down.
Encircle me,
I need to be taken down.
Encircle me,
I need to be taken down.
Nobody likes to,
But I really like to cry.
Nobody likes me,
Maybe if I cry.
Nobody, nobody, nobody,
Nobody, nobody, nobody,
Nobody, nobody, nobody.
Encircle me,
I need to be taken down.
Encircle me,
I need to be taken down.
Encircle me,
I need to be taken down.

Friday, 21 August 2009


i'm sorry
i never meant to hurt you


Tuesday, 18 August 2009

iya pal

hahahaha. it really was, well so far ;)
me, steph, jake, heeps, abbie, beca, david and jack all got to conor's after much confusion
and it was okay, thought it'd be great fun
seeing everyone, haven't seen heeps for months :o
then they started drinking,
and it was okay until everyone got really loud and was falling about the place
and wouldn't play never have i ever properly
so steph and i decided to play it alone really loudly next to them all
with statements that meant we could both drink
anyhoos, we went to go on the trampoline
and i slightly pushed david and he fell and rolled down the FLAT grass
anyway, i went after him and tried to pull him up,
but all he did was pull my arm down so i fell on top of him and he rolled over me.
it started to rain so we all went back into the summer house type thing
and everyone coupled up on the couch
and me and steph just looked at them, and i whispered to her
"is it too late to go to andy's."
it was like 10.15
we went outside and phoned michael, and he was like "please please come, i want to see ma wee petal"
so we went back in got my shoes on steph's bag and steph got her coat and carried her shoes and we just ran to the bus stop in the rain
steph put her shoes on haha.
and i was like uh oh, dunno if we've missed the bus,
then i remembered my phone is 3 minutes fast
so i was like "we've gained time haha"
got the bus to falkirk. and sat in graemestone station for like half an hour
talking to these men who agreed that it was a stupid stupid idea
anyhoos we got on the train and the plan was to hide in the toilet,
but the ticket man was standing right at the toilet and
we walked along trying to find another but there wasn't so we sat down
and had to pay the stupid fare :(
i was getting phone calls from andy and michael constantly
and we got off at waverly, and ran out to where the bus should be
but there was no bus, and no timetables
so we just ran and ran through busy edinburgh
to find a bus stop with a number 55 stagecoach at 00.25
finally we found one, omg such relief hahaha
michael phoned and i was like we found it :D
eventually the bus came, and it took up the rest of my money
and me and steph just sat on the bus plotting to kill this annoying woman
eventually we got to Rosyth and we were like eeeeeeeee
we're nearly there and we were all happy
and we got off the bus at like half one and walked up to andys
so we ran in the door at nearly 2 in the morning
and were like ARGH people shagging, just ran past them
and sat on the couch hahahaha
for ages we were both regretting it and kind of still are
then in the morning shaun hit sean over the head with a frying pan
which made it all better hahahahahaha
and we watched a frigin mutant film..... i hate them
but me and steph were like uh oh
we have no money for a train, cos we used all my money to get there
and we planned to hide on the train again,
but we kept saying oh we'll go for the next train.
anyhoos michael's stepdad ended up taking us to Bo'ness
which is a *cough* lovely place *cough*
we gots the bus, and went through mutant land
and eventually got to falkirk and were like uh oh,
we need an extra 30p to get home
how come when you need so little money there is no money anywhere on the street
so i was like maybe steven will be up town
so i phoned steven and he said he had 30p so we went down to the skatepark
and talked to him for a while and got a few hugs and a pound :)
eventually we got home, aided by 2 and a half freddos each
and i went on msn and had a talk with hannah

(21:32) * LittleBσσts:
me and steph didnt have enough money for the bus home today. and i just thought wilson will give us some money. cos i still immediately think to tell him when i have a problem. which is silly. but i dont know what i want. we went down the skatepark to get like 30p from him haha and i just wanted to hug him for ageeees. i miss him a lot
now you try and tell me i don't care and you were a last resort
i'm not argueing with you anymore
at the very least for now we can be friends
take it or leave it
the shit needs to stop.

Friday, 14 August 2009

Tegan and Sara

i was listening to "Back in Your Head"
and it just makes me think
woah that describes me fairly well..
have a listen to it
it's good :)
Build a wall of books between us in our bed
Repeat, repeat the words that I know we both said
Relax into the need
We get so comfortable
Remember when I was so strange and likeable
I just want back in your head
I just want back in your head
I'm not unfaithful
But I'll stray
When I get a little scared
When I get a little scared
When I get a little
When I jerk away from holding hands with you
I know these habits hurt important parts of you
Remember when I was sweet and unexplainable
Nothing like this person, unlovable
I just want back in your head
I just want back in your head
I'm not unfaithful
But I'll stray
When I get a little scared
When I get a little scared
When I get a little scared
When I get a little
Run, run, run
Run, run, run
I just want back in your head
I just want back in your head
I'm not unfaithful
But I'll stray

Wednesday, 12 August 2009


9 . You work it out . x
A hope you understand .xx
yeah i do, but it's 8, not 9
"one of those girls, nothing but trouble, just one look and now you're seeing double,
before you know it she'll be gone, off to the next one."

Tuesday, 11 August 2009


*Don't talk to girls; they'll break your heart*
i actually cant be bothered writing anything
or argueing haha
my blogs are never happy no more
so today im going to say a few lyrics that only one person in the world will get
and i hope they remember what they mean :)
I've met someone that makes me feel seasick Oh what a skill to have Oh what a skill to have So many skills that make her distinctive But they're not mine to have No they're not mine

Monday, 10 August 2009

common dreads

it started out with a kiss, how did it end up like this, it was only a kiss!
fuck off you absolute dick
you're 22, it was so bloody obvious nothing was going to happen
you made no effort to get in touch with me
however adam did. he told me he was gutted you got there first
and to be perfectly honest so am i
i'm sorry for hurting you, and if you thought i lead you on and if you thought i used you
but you were fucking posessive, and a moments peace would have been good
then do you expect me to be all happy and nice when you say 90% of the folk there think im a hoor and push me, twice..
it's not right, and then texting asking why you deserved this
what the fuck did i actually do to you
nothing apart from making it extremely obvious i didnt like you
and so you've fucked up everything else by doing that
i did actually quite like adam. and you made it impossible for anything to happen
so fuck you, theres only one person in this world i hate,
but believe me your catching up fast
eurgh whatever,
stop trying to meet folk at parties..
where else bubz, seriously. i know im not exactly helping myself
but come on, i meet a lot of people, how can i not find somone nice out of them
i suppose the whole make friends with them first should work
and i did, but someone else ruined that
eurgh, yous arent going out
get over yourself
thats all i have to say, i really dont care anymore
We'll do what we've always done
Shut our eyes and hope for the best
NO! We're gonna face this
And step out onto the tracks
Stare it right in the face

Friday, 7 August 2009


It started out with a kiss How did it end up like this It was only a kiss, it was only a kiss Now I'm falling asleep And she's calling a cab While he's having a smoke And she's taking a drag Now they're going to bed And my stomach is sick And it's all in my head But she's touching his chest Now, he takes off her dress Now, let me go I just can't look its killing me
misinformed much
seriously, that day at the skatepark as been competely blown out of proportion
go and get your facts straight before you go argueing with my friends about it
even better, try coming to me and asking
after all it is me who apparently wouldn't stop the hug
of course not wilson
i'm sorry darlings but yous are delusional
and this isn't even an argument anymore, it's just a few insults
yeah you're younger than us, but it's your behaviour that makes you childish, not your age
so get over it, and grow up a bit
and also you have no right talking about anything to do with me and wilson
it's nothing to do with you
i don't text wilson anymore, and now and again we talk on msn
okay, so clear that up in you heads now
oh and we had one phone call chat a few weeks ago
when he told me a few things
a few things that won't make you happy, since he's apparently your man...
Im asking you defiantly. Would you care would you stare if his lips were fallin down my neck. Would you break a sweat my dear!

Thursday, 6 August 2009

pathetic :)

Keep your hands to yourself, These lips belong to someone else. And you know that you, will never get on it. Keep your lies to yourself, Every lie, you heard from someone else, And you know that you will never get with it. Well I sussed you good. You knew I would. So haven’t you heard? Just a mark, one last shot Another night and another girl? Well I taste so good, But you knew I would. So who's keeping score, On who is a whore? With you by my side That look in your eye I hope you'd know. Go home and wash your jeans, Cause there's dirt on the knees, Your jealously doesn’t sit with me. You love, I love you too, Below the waist I’ll start charging you, Cause that’s just how the players play the game. My winning streak, is missing you.
you're jealousy doesn't sit with meeeeee
seriously, you ain't going to have a chance with me unless that's fixed
neither of you will. i can't be arsed with any petty argueing at the moment
lying to each other about it alll
you complain that i act like i don't care at all
well actually it's cos you aren't making an effort
adam did, he actually talks to me all the time so no wonder i know him
i know him better than i know you
so hush with your complaining and silly arguments between each other, its not a competition
You've made your bed, so sleep in it, but never call me again.You've made your bed, so sleep with him, but know i'm the best you'll get.
your one of the boys haha, take it or get back to the kitchen
BITCH!! hahahaha
but yeah i can look at "decapitated" ankles
sorry chris i cant think of the word the now :(
plus i need to buy a new pair of braces cos someone broke them
argh at chooo
hahahahahahahahaha chloe! epic fail
your blog is such a childish piece of pish
omg your a dug, your a foreigner, you can hang coats on your nose
we really dont care about your crappy insults
and yes you "love" him for now
cos hes feeding you his lies
i hope when this all falls through you feel the same
just you wait till he cheats on you too
oh wait he cant
cos hes not your man
hahahaha you must be gutted
altho im not surprised he doesnt often go for people who look like voldemort with hair
or gollum.... read the fucking book instead of trying to be clever and point out hannahs wrong when she was perfectly correct
while your at it you might pick up a bit of grammar and
perhaps expand your vocabulary
cos "you're a 'dug'" is getting really old
come on, drop it, even your friends are turning against you
oh didn't you know that
oh dear
your friendships are just facsimiles of shams
so when everyone's fallen out with you cos your obsessed with this argument
i hope your happy, and have a happy little life
with the elephant :)
oh i really do!!
oh yeah, what did you get for your exam results?
something to build a future out of?
i didn't think so...
"And for you chloe . stop trying to fight for me .
a can handle my self fine thank you
and you are only trying to help
well thank you anyway :)"
awwww your "preciousssss" even wants you to leave him alone

Friday, 31 July 2009

confused much!

yeah i knew it was just some fun, but you've now confused me much
and that chat log with steph really got to me, i didnt realise yous thought that
but i thought i felt the same way as you,
but the way you went on about being worried, and you didnt want to hurt feelings and you felt bad cos you're not like that made me think
you're a really lovely person, thats why you're my friend
and everything steph said about you having a chance in the chat
is rather true probably, but it's not for the reasons you think
plus you said i'm not just some random lassie, but you're wrong when you talked about my options
my life is soooo much better than it has been
i've had so much fun the past few months but i'm getting to that stage, where i'm sick of it
and i hadn't realised it till wednesday night at stephs,
when michael said such nice things.
thanks for picking up on the fact it was getting me down, it was nice that you put your arm round me
and then last night, just sitting with you and chris was nice, cosy much haha
but i didn't think anything more of it, friends much
so yeah i suppose steph's statement about me is fairly true.
but the point is, that it's a bit of fun, and you should have asked me
you know who i want, you were going to talk to him hahaha,
and the rest of my options hahaha, a few im not interested in, a few it is impossible, one iv not seen in ages, another was a bit of fun, one im seeing soon and the other is the confusing option...
the god damn confusing option that is with the psycho
the confusing option that isn't an option really
i wish id gone camping...
There’s beats and there’s pulses and there’s
rhythm in the soul
and I try to stand quite calmly as I lose control
see this girl was here
and she ain’t no more
she loves this very floor
loves this very floor
Gimme a call
you’ve got a phone don’t you turn it on cause
I need to hear from you
do you know why
cause I saw something today that made it all come
it all came back to me
Nobody told me that tonight would be the night that I was due a little surprise
See I thought she was my friend but now I love her
But friends in love don't go together
From the start, as she gets in to the car she lets in enough air to startle
See I thought she was my friend but now I love her
Another drizzle keeps us together, if I was to say something
With all this weather my jacket wont stop her shivering but I'll give it anyway
And I thought it was a vague line between like and love
But tonight it's very clear to us
My jacket wont stop her shivering but I'll give it anyway
I'll give it anyway
And I've since blurred my thoughts I think tonight this could be nice
And I'm falling down on this judgement
Even though it isn't right
And I've since blurred my thoughts out
I think we should be moving on
And I'm falling down on this judgement
Even though it's wrong
Even though it's wrong


i know this was like nearly a week ago, but i still havent blogged about it ooops
we went to seee michael (steph's burd haha) play at the barrowlands
and we spent ages walking round glasgow getting drink haha,
we lost two bottles of vodka, one to the police, theiving bums haha
and one got dropped out the bottom of a shitty sainsburys bag :O
andrew and michael went off to the train toilets to put the vodka into the juice haha, they were away an abnormally long time :P
but yeah we may have been the littlest bitty non sober haha, and we spent ages outside before we went in, telling each other how pretty they were haha
but yeah finally went in, and steph got chatted up by some 30 year old haha
i goes to her, did you tell him you were taken?
and she said that shed gone, my burds playing here tonight
i was like o0o0o0o smooth for a drunk :L
but yeah when michael was playing i pulled steph to the stage, and she fell on her face, so i picked her up by her hand and dragged her haha, then the body guard was like naw pal.
and steph got kicked out, so jo went with her
then andrew came back to get me and we left hahaha
and walked about glasgow for a bit
and the drunken foo' steph lost her phone :O
hehehe, then andrew was like are we heading back to my flat
and we agreed, without knowing his flat was in DUNFERMLINE!
but yeah steph and michael got the bus back, and me jo and andrew were stranded much, and had an £80 taxi ride back!!!
and we got back to the flat, and as soon as we got there steph and michael and andrew and jo went to sleep, and i was like eh, i dont know these other people
but i was like fudge it and sat down and talked to them lulz
and they wanted to watch scary films
and i was frigin terrified, and jumped and screamed every two minutes lulz
i ended up hugging into graham, i was soooo scared
then andrew came back, with chilli
and we had an imaginary fight across the room lulz
oooooh and we has a secret hahaha, to keep to ourselves that eh.. everyone knows haha
and we all stayed up all night
twas fun, till me and steph realised we couldnt get home,
and scrounged train money :D
good times

Friday, 24 July 2009

pent up anger

i like you,more than i should,more than you could,ever like me too.when will i,see the light?and realise,this isn't allright.sorry if i seem a bit forward,i tend to read the book without reading the foreword,but i know that this will work out for me,i've got something that appears to belong to you, you's not unlike me,to jump in without knowing,if your love is growing,if you love is please excuse me for getting too far in,if you said you liked me, what was i suppose to think?if you take the time you'll realise,why i thought it was mine for the taking.
sound familiar?
sounds like most relationships i've ever been in
at the moment i am truly in love with my tumblr and my dailybooth
56 followers betches!!
haha, therefore i must be doing something right, eh?
but hazel land took a massive blow,
the day i came home infact. my faith in mankind is dipping muchly
as it seems everyone feels, promises are made to be broken
the amount of chances i gave you was unholy,
you broke then one promise, the most important promise
and now you're no longer apart of hazel land
i know this sounds childish, but in all seriousness
doing that hurt me alot, and this time i'm not giving you another chance
you've made your choice, so stop with trying to guilt trip me back into it
and for fudge sake, when i say don't phone me/leave me alone/fuck off and die, etc
it means do not phone, text, msn, bebo comment me
you've fucked up an unholy amount
get over yourself, get over me, and grow up
i don't even take you seriously as a person anymore
this is me finally taking a stand,
and steph, if i start to waver on this
you have permission to slap me about till i reach my senses
anywhore on a lighter, much more happy note,
i'm happy.
relationships are out of the window for the foreseeable
i'm going to have fun, michael's gig saturday should be fun,
get to see my darling steph as she'll be back from la gay paris
i like meeting new people tooo
i've came across a number of people who are funny and i enjoy speaking too
shaun of course, we will camp, ya bitch :P damn you with your countdown, and of course i won!
craig smith is lulz, with his girly hugs haha
new steven :P, i havent spoken to you in a week or so, make me lul tho
will, who i came across just yesterday haha, random talks about leggings and the elderly
it truly amazes me the random crap i can find to talk about
soo my plans so far :L
i belive steph is home today, i really hope she is, i miss her
ryan invited me up stirling today, have no idea whether ill go or not
tomorrow is michael's gig at the barrowlands, which should be fun on a stick
sunday im seeing siobhan if all goes to plan, have a girly day :P
and next week is a mine field, anything could happen haha
but the week after that shall be hell,
i have to take my brother to summer school then bring him home
while having a social life around this, its going to cost me a frigin fortune
bus to denny plus brother, bus to where the party's at :P, bus to denny, bus home plus brother, bus back to where the party's at
WTF!!! however i am getting paid for this utter hell
and so ill also try to sneak in the buses getting paid for too :P
i don't think i have anything more to say..
oh apart from, if you ever even speak to me again you trampy hoor,
im not going to be calm and nicey nice, i was so utterly annoyed when i saw you on that bus,
i could have actually strangled you there and then,
then you swearing at me and trying to act all hard
clever of course, oh and what the fuck where you wearing, glitter words on your tights, are you 5?
and feathers on your shoes, and what the fuck was with your hair,
do not get me started on your face, seriously bulldog licking pish off a nettle springs to mind
so get you fat slagish repulsive self away from my life
i really do not want it tainted anymore than it has been
over and out!

Tuesday, 21 July 2009

Scotty Vanity

the most lulz song iv heard in ages,
the only thing that slightly rivals it is the lets go to the mall one
Hey there, I like your hair
Who does your hair? I wanna go there
Pshyeah, I like your hair
Who does your hair? I wanna go there
Hey bitches, my scalp itches
I'll do my own damn hair
I need more gel
My hair looks like hell
Fucking bitches
Oh My God
Blondes, Brunettes, Redheads
More like dreadheads
Oh My God
Hey there, I like your hair
Who does your hair? I wanna go there
Pshyeah, I like your hair
Who does your hair? I wanna go there
Let's get a dike spike
Are those highlights?
That's a great color
Let's totally get a perm
Time to retouch those roots
Oh My God
Blondes, Brunettes, Redheads
More like dreadheads
Oh My God
Hey there, I like your hair
Who does your hair? I wanna go there
Pshyeah, I like your hair
Who does your hair? I wanna go there
Where's my flat iron?
Where's my flat iron?
Where's my flat iron?
Where's my flat iron?
Where's my flat iron?
Where's my flat iron
What a slut (excuse me)
But I like your cut (oh really?)
You're such a slut (You still think I'm a slut?)
Blondes, Brunettes, Redheads
More like dreadheads
Oh My God
Hey there, I like your hair
Who does your hair? I wanna go there
Pshyeah, I like your hair
Who does your hair? I wanna go there
Hey there, I like your hair
Who does your hair? I wanna go there
Pshyeah, I like your hair
Who does your hair? I wanna go there
Oh My God
Oh My God
Oh My God
Just shave it off