holibags

yay the summer has started

booooo mj is gone :(

found out she's gone on holiday

could this be a good thing

she's not in your name no more

ah well i can't be sure about everything

but he knows how i feel about him and that hasn't changed

absence makes the heart grow fonder, eh

it sure does

tbh i just want to spend a day with you

or go to a party with you again

and spend the whole night with you

last time was lovely

you looked after me and it was filled with running away so we could be alone

and upstairs kissing till we realised Michelle was still there :P

the whole me bokeing kinda ruined it

but you still looked after me, put me to bed and stayed with me till i fell asleep

in all honesty that's the nicest thing anyone has ever done for me

plus in the morning we got in bed together and just hugged

and you let me wear your clothes

and i liked it cos the hoodie smelled like you

and wen i gave it back you said it smelled like me and wore it that night :)

when i remember all the fun little things we did when we spent time together

it makes me smile really big

but then again it makes me sad it's not like that anymore

and i really do wish it was, i miss you

i don't know how you feel but this is how i do. <3

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