Slag :)

yay
im happying up
everythings just starting to go right
well apart from school and the fact im getting kicked out lol
but im still happy

iv been called a slag all day
but i dont care :)
pulling 7 folk isnt that bad
lol

yees matts party was goods
a bit shit at the start wen i shouted and then greeted to you like 2 seconds later cos i was sorry haha
but yees drink, hot tub, pool, and cutting peoples hair and shaving eyebrows off
all in all uber funsies
my legs are bruised, my knees are cut and i has huge cuts down my back
i dont know how i got any of them but hey who cares
me and dionne had talks :)
and thank you michelle for saving mee
me and allanah. first hugs yass lol
and sam=awesome. love her :)
soo im happy
bourbon is your enemy!! lol at choo..

walking home next morning in the sun was soo lovely
i cant wait till summer now. itll be soo awesome and sunnyful and such likes :)

yeah ill get kicked out of school and be homeless and im pennyless right now but this is the first time in months iv been happy

i got a pancake :) !!!

oh the funn things i get up to this week lol

fashion show thursday night
5.30 till 9 ?!
i has to wear the dress i made that isnt even finished :O
plus anyones allowed to turn up and watch. oh noes

plus i got a terrible report
for art i got "a concern" for behaviour, effort, preparedness, etc
i had a mass argument with mrs felton over it today
i said it was a bit harsh
plus she gave me a D
bitch lol

but yay!!
all the subjects i wanted to take next year are in the right columns :)
higher english again (i got kicked out this year lol)
advanced higher maths (yeah im that cool)
higher photography (for the lulz)
advanced higher art (cause i rule at it :P)

lol simon didnt believe i could do art
he didnt believe it was me who painted my final design lol
he had to ask matt to see if it was the truths
wen he finally had enough evidence that i could do it there was mass sighs
"why cant nomis do art" lol
apparently he cant even do stick men
i loled

then matts party saturday
i agreed id stay lol
passing out on the floor is the same as planning to stay in my opinion lol
itll be funns :)

damn you.. making me mean

ARGH!!

i dont even know why i hate you this much
i mean your no fucking competition right..
yeah your friends :S
and yeah yous pulled
i dont care tho
because you seem to act like your so high and mighty and better than me
when your not
its not a game you can win
you were never even in the running sweetheart

sorry alex
i am still really nice lol
(saturday: "normally really pretty lassies are bitches")
and i dont bitch about people
its just i needed to get all my anger for her out
shes a fucking cow
but im not going to be so mean as to write all her visual flaws.
there are a lot..
im better than that and i wont sink to her crappy level

life's a bitch

i promised id write a happy blog lol hmmmmm :/



the weekend was nice even if it didnt quite go as planned.


yeah i spose i should be happy now
but im not...
- yeah im in love
- yeah i have a date for the party
- yeah i have good friends
- yeah im sorting school out
but all these awesome things have flaws...
- wats the point in love if i wont even tell you anything
- i dont feel the same
- i dont speak to my best friend properly anymore
- only because im forced to because of the attendance card.
plus i have this big thing that if its true is probably going to fuck everything up even more

life's a bitch!!


but hey, party saturday.
drink
friends
laughs..
should be good..

fuck that for a laugh..

bonjour mon petit amie♥

so im supposedly happy now..
so i should write happy stuffs in my blog...

im getting my braces off tomorrow after a year and two thirds of them on (:
i ate yoghurt and chocolate today. yass !
i dropped a glass bottle in the middle of the joint.
the lid smashed off it and left quite a nice sharp knife shape :P
my final piece for art is beautiful (:
im going to get nice extensions as i miss my long hair.
i have red hair die lol. should i do it ?
your staying here friday (:
5th period made me really happy.
im starting to choose wat i want to do in life
i want to go to art college and do either animation or photography
i want to live in edinburgh
seonaid said that leith is nice
just outside edinbro by the sea, where the junkies used to live (:
but can i leave you for three or four years to do that

lolage twitch haha
it seems funny now but at the time it was really bad nightmares over and over.
i stopped breathing fuck sake haha
and i spose if you werent there to wake me up and tell me it was ok
who knows wat would have happened..

hehe i rule at art
♥

sooooo..

what do you want me to do?
im not getting on with my life at all.
im making plans to make it look like i am
because as far as i could see
you were getting over me and already had someone else
and then you tell me your no where near over me
and i dont no what to think
you said i should be with other people
experiences and such likes
but you dont really want me to do you?
but then again i dont no what you want.
i dont even know what i want
im fucking up my life single handedly
i made plans with other people
because i wanted to do what youv asked me to do for ages
so that im not just standing waiting.
not because i dont love you
not because i want to hurt you and make you feel awkward
not because im completely over you
im never going to feel differently about you
youll always be 'the one' to me.

i was always set to self destruct..

drinkage

me and hannah
double act
saturday
both feel like shit
so we'll feel like shit together :)

lu hannah :)

xxxx